| i can't become the person you want me to be in a day. i don't know if you know this. it's SO hard for me to step out of my shell. Can't you tell? Can't you help me? i love you and want to please you and make you see the talent in me but I also want you to see the help that I need. i'm far from independent. far from detached of emotion. i'm full of doubt and wonder and nerves. I NEED YOUR HELP. i havn't received it. but it can't be all your fault for not realizing, maybe it's mine. since i don't ask for it. i just hope you'll see i need it. and maybe you have, but nothing's happened. but i'll ask for it now, because more than ever, MW, i need it. |
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| You need not, to climb mountaintops
You need not, to cross the sea
You need not, to find a cure
for everything that makes you weak.
You need not to reach for the stars,
when life becomes so dark
and when the wind
does blow against the grain
you must follow your heart
you must follow your heart
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ignore the details. you won't remember them when you're older. all you'll remember will be vague.... DREXEL W/NADS TOMORROW! EEEE |
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| You're incredible and you know it. If you suck, I understand why you'd be apprehensive, but you DON'T. You're amazing and it pisses me the fuck off that you think you're not. I'd kill to have that talent. I never will and this doesn't bother me. I accept the fact that I'm the one who sucks, so fuck you for not realizing it. UGH didn't mean to curse so much, sorry! |
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| i honestly can't believe it. i've lost another ten pounds in about a week's time. i now have lost forty-nine pounds total. it feels great, and i can't wait to lose more. summer's been incredible. i've been relaxing, chilling, working, and reading. hanging with my friends and having fun. i love summer! but i'm also excited for school beginning, because i'm excited to get involved again. it feels good to have things to do after school ends and places to be where you're needed and expected. don't get me wrong, i don't want to rush the summer, but school isn't something i don't want coming closer, either. YAY LIFE the end |
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| another week, another weigh-in...i feel like i've said that in an entry before...but i won't look...cos i don't care enough to look. and i'm exhausted. back to the weigh-in: i've lost 4 lbs. this brings my new total weight loss to 43 lbs. SUCK IT! |
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